My heart's in England.
My mind got drifted away by the thoughts of buying gifts for my parents when I meet them up in UK. Should I get a LV bag for my mom? and a Mont Blanc pen for my dad? Then an i pod for my adorable brother...And something pulls me back from dreaming further.
The money in my bank account.
Say if I go to NYC this spring, and get my handphone, and then, get all those things that I have mentioned...I will be in debt...like serious debt..And what am I suppose to do during the summer if I am not applying for the internship? Ohmigod.
And my French classes is shit. I couldn't actually get a single word that my Lecturer said in the practice oral test just now. Was it me? or was it the lecturer? And later on only I found out: It's the lecturer.
I was walking on the hallway and I heard my classmates saying: "I couldn't get what he says exactly even after like four years of french learning. I feel sorry for those who sit in the class, first time learning french and showing blank expressions to the board trying to figure out what he says."
I am sure this statement is pointing , with a real HUGE arrow, to me.
Because they lowered down their voices when they see me walking pass.
Not that I am sensitive, but yeah, I am one of the few first time French learning students, and I am the only one newbie who attended the class today. The others are PRO.
Damn.Maybe I should start reading my textbook.
And it is snowing.
And it is minus dunno what with REALLY strong wind.
And I feel like shit rite now.
Almost broke and helpless.
The money in my bank account.
Say if I go to NYC this spring, and get my handphone, and then, get all those things that I have mentioned...I will be in debt...like serious debt..And what am I suppose to do during the summer if I am not applying for the internship? Ohmigod.
And my French classes is shit. I couldn't actually get a single word that my Lecturer said in the practice oral test just now. Was it me? or was it the lecturer? And later on only I found out: It's the lecturer.
I was walking on the hallway and I heard my classmates saying: "I couldn't get what he says exactly even after like four years of french learning. I feel sorry for those who sit in the class, first time learning french and showing blank expressions to the board trying to figure out what he says."
I am sure this statement is pointing , with a real HUGE arrow, to me.
Because they lowered down their voices when they see me walking pass.
Not that I am sensitive, but yeah, I am one of the few first time French learning students, and I am the only one newbie who attended the class today. The others are PRO.
Damn.Maybe I should start reading my textbook.
And it is snowing.
And it is minus dunno what with REALLY strong wind.
And I feel like shit rite now.
Almost broke and helpless.
