Me Love To Ramble

I smoked. Don't ask me why. But i am feeling really bad now. My id, ego and superego is fighting like cats and dogs even till now.
Id says: It's good from time to time.
superego says: Your mom will kill you.
ego says: All right, don't let your mom knows.
superego says: But what if your mom found out?
ego says: Then don't smoke!
Id says: I still feel like trying the second ciggy.
superego says: Shut up, you moron!!

They're still fighting..........i don't know how long it will last. Crap.

The Jap class last night was like hell..... We did a revision paper and i found out that i got so much that i have forgotten, which is kinda shitty. Hopefully i can finish revising by next friday. Zannen desune....

I have a million questions to ask, i want to ask why Tribers doesn't feel too secure about us. I want to ask if desmond is still in love with jen hui. I want to ask what's for breakfast today. I want to ask what should i do later this evening. I want to ask how they can write such interesting blogs. I WANT TO ASK WHERE IS THE SOMEONE TO ORGANIZE MY THING PROPERLY FOR ME????

This must be a shitty day..

Posted by Ding at 1/31/2004 09:27:00 午前 | Permalink | Comments

Went out after posting my first blog, tried to get a cab but instead i took a bus because i saw How Yean, I knew it was him when he was still sitting a distance away, but i do not dare to call him untill he stare and me and "OH!!!!" He's almost the same, just that he has gold hair, pierce two parts of one of the ears, wears blue contact, and maybe wore some cologne. We tried to talk like we used to, but kinda strange already ( i wonder if he felt that too). Anyway, i am happy to meet an old friend.



Chin Wah called me and told me the cheque that i wrote to pay my fees had the wrong date written on. 15/1/04 written to 15/1/03. I always do this kind of mistake, especially January, sometimes if i am blur, this mistake might go up to April which will lead to more scoldings (damn! T_T)

Okie.... I just had dinner, with everyone, cousin's bf, cousin's husband, aunty uncle, nicholas, everyone. This kind of situation always make me nervous and self concious. Throughout the whole dinner i was asking myself all the time whether if i am to noisy, or maybe i am too greedy and eat too much. I shouldn't act this way because i am in MASS COMM!! I should feel natural with everything that i do. Damn thinking about Mass Comm, it reminds me of the "Heavy MAKE UP girls" in the school. The way they talk, giggle, even running, just wanna make you laugh like hell. If i say it a bit rudely, the way they act makes you puke.(EWW!!!)

i still kinda miss desmond.

Posted by Ding at 1/29/2004 09:38:00 午後 | Permalink

HA!! I finally know how to BLOG!! Its cold here today, because it was drizzling since yesterday afternoon....Rainy days make me misses people. Today i choose to miss Desmond instead of Tribers.

Posted by Ding at 1/29/2004 08:59:00 午前 | Permalink | Comments