I only realized that all people my age are speaking like an adult already.
And they are all leading that kind of life that I want to have since I was little
Whereas I am still stuck in that teenager type of life where seemed like dead.
Which makes me feel terribly ashamed of myself.
How long more can I start speaking as if I were someone reputable?
How long more can I start having a night life?
How long more can I start having loads of my own money and spend it?
How long more do I need to wait to get myself a decent house to stay in?
How long more can I start going on vacation without worrying how much money I have left in my account?
How long more do I need to wait till HS start buying me gifts from places like Tiffany?
I used to think that once I hit 21, every thing on this list will check itself automatically.
Man, I am going to be 24 this year. How long more do I actually need to wait?
Damn.
And they are all leading that kind of life that I want to have since I was little
Whereas I am still stuck in that teenager type of life where seemed like dead.
Which makes me feel terribly ashamed of myself.
How long more can I start speaking as if I were someone reputable?
How long more can I start having a night life?
How long more can I start having loads of my own money and spend it?
How long more do I need to wait to get myself a decent house to stay in?
How long more can I start going on vacation without worrying how much money I have left in my account?
How long more do I need to wait till HS start buying me gifts from places like Tiffany?
I used to think that once I hit 21, every thing on this list will check itself automatically.
Man, I am going to be 24 this year. How long more do I actually need to wait?
Damn.
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